just a few

totally random, and scattered thoughts that must be put some where.

- i need to learn spanish. it's becoming more and more difficult to understand conversation around me. this is in effect of spending more and more time with people who speak spanish as their first language.

- why is it so hard to get up for my math class that starts at 10am, but i get up just fine for my 8am class? infact, i get excited to go to class at 8am, but i don't remember the last time i went to a math class that wasn't in preparation for a test. i told dallin i owe him $10 every time i miss math class now. i was going to say $5, but i knew that wasn't enough to get me up.

- alyse is staying at my apartment tomorrow night. (tonight, if you notice it's already passed midnight). i'm really excited, but totally bummed i work until 10.

- i haven't gone to bed before 2am in.... well, i don't remember the last time i did. it's been at least a week or so. i hate when i get in terrible sleeping patterns.

- i really love getting paychecks. they make me feel so responsible. but, i'm still confused as to why i've been working (supposedly) the same amount of hours every week since i started, but my paycheck is progressively getting bigger each time. (that's not a bad thing- and yes, apparently i work a few more hours each pay period, but it's still confusing to me how that works.)

- reading a book on marriage scares me. why does the book seem like it's trying to convince me not to get married? should i be worried about that?

- how exactly am i supposed to finish my finals when my housing contract ends on april 25, but my finals don't end until april 28?

- why am i still awake writing a blog? why do i feel like my life is a whirl-wind for the last couple weeks? why is sleeping so great in the morning, but i can't seem to get any at night? why have i always had to force myself into normal sleeping patterns my WHOLE life?

- why am i so blessed with wonderful roommates, a car, a job, awesome co-workers (whom love dallin, by the way), a great apartment, being able to get an education, good friends, supportive family, a loving Heavenly Father, the power of prayer, my Brother and Redeemer, an extremely patient and sensitive boyfriend and best friend, a constant Companion of the Holy Ghost, warm weather, etc. etc. etc.?